First Blog. Prologue: One

Okay, so this is a place where we just post our feelings and thoughts right?

Where to start...

EDIT: I decided not to use their real names, for respect.

The Prologue

Late August 2009, I went to a Youth Club with my good friend Jam. It was a Youth Club for young Chinese teenagers. When me and Jam walked through the door to the place, we encountered many Chinese kids our age. Some fit, some fat. Some short, some tall. I looked around to see if there were any good girls to perv on.

After a while, I gave up when I realized none had really reached my expectations. Jam and I got through the schedule for the day. We stole the food they put on the side, and at the end, we all chilled and played table tennis. I suck at that, so I just sat at the side, scanning around again. My eyes fell upon two girls in the corner, pretty short, and pretty... pretty.

One was wearing pink, and the other, blue. The one in blue caught my attention especially, she was really cute. Whenever I walked past them, I tried to act cool, pulling up my sleeves, messing with my hair etc...

Can't remember what exactly and how exactly it happened, but Jam, being super friendly and good at making friends, had started to go out to town with Butter, Stick and Mouse, girls from the club. Mouse... was the one in blue, the one I had my eyes on. I was invited out by Jam one week, and the three girls were there, along with Jam's cousin, Pom.

As the day progressed, I started to learn that Jam liked Mouse. And Pom liked Stick. I'd made myself think that I'd liked Butter, when in reality, I did not express such feelings. This was probably because I'd felt that there were 3 boys and 3 girls, so we must all pair up, right?

Jam and Mouse got along really well... I was only a bit jealous at first.. Jam did have an advantage. He did befriend them first. When me and Jam started to have heart-to-heart conversations about these things, I hid the fact that I also liked the same girl as him, and tried to support him the best I could.

Days and weeks passed, and I also got to know these girls better. I learnt that, Mouse was VERY good at killing conversations on MSN. When I found out Jam had been webcamming with Mouse, I felt pretty jealous... I asked her if she wanted a video chat.